And it goes on..

Well my summer has started pretty sour and sweet. Yes i know the cliche 'sweet and sour', however the minor badness is over and it was first. So, sour and sweet. My attitude i decided needed to change. I think it has. This summer will definitely be a good one. So, i guess there is some gravitational force, maybe a magnetism, between me and cute little boys. They are just so cute and so fun, usually because they are still learning, and i like to teach them the ropes to a ladies heart. This year i was friends with many 'a fresh boys. They were so much fun to get to know and hang out with. My favorite actually. But when i decided to meet a "cute little boy" that turned out to be not so young, and was very determined to GET TO KNOW ME, i learned the hard way. Maybe i am just extremely friendly. Perhaps just a bit to smiley and laughy..flirty. Possibly it is all my FAULT to begin with. But i just didn't realize a boy could go to the extreme after one night, that he thought he would have a chance with me. I must say it was absolutely the longest most romantic, er- most non-romantic e-mail i have ever received. And was it a joke? No. He was all serious. And was he too forward? Most very yes. Apparently he didn't re-read it before sending it, because he felt it was not at all bad, or creeper, or just weird. Whateves right? No. I told him to stop texting me. And he asked why. Uhhh..i don't know? Maybe because you are weird. And you live semi far away.

Anyway. Whateves. I think i will just stick to meeting new people...that i already know will me close to norm. Eh?

But yes, This is summer has started fresh. FRESH FRESH FRESH. Especially with all this wonderful rain. But i like it. I have danced. Chilled with my ladies. Swam. Worked. And been anti social. Totes.

Ladies Camp is this week. My last year. Gabby's first. This is insane. I have gone for 5 years. Plus Treck. I guess i can say memories have been made. We still crack jokes from first and second year most. In the TEE PEE's. Yes, those were the years. And i just can't believe that i am now a leader. The one that i most looked up to and thought was SOOooOO COOL in those earlier years. But, i must say. Us, YCL's are pretty legit. And i just love that natureous outside and fire, and stars, and late nights. WITH GORGEOUS EARLY MORNINGS. But i have tried packing. So far i have some clothes. I am not in the spirit and i don't know why. I am totally not prepared and ESPECIALLY if it will be raining up there i might be miserable. Oh well, thank heavens for washer machines right? But i am sick. And have zero motivation. So i will call this a lazy year. Hopefully Sarah and I can make the best of it however. With some spontaneous acts. Or not so spon ton.

Instead of coming home from camp i was going to head up to Seattle and Forks and just have fun up there for a few days, but recently i found out that my cousins from Kansas, whom i stayed with two years ago for a month, are coming down the same time. So, i decided to stay to see them. I am excited.

So basically. Goal of this summer: Back flip on the tramp. I was mastering my front the other day, though i nearly kept flying off. so i need a bigger one. And i have tried to flip off the diving board but it is SO scary. I try, then i fail and do an embarrassing flop. Its not attractive and hurts. But i laughed.

Also not just this summer, but over this school year i have learned some things about guys. Especially when hanging out with them. They always do the same thing. Basketball. Movies or Video games. And eat. Its vain repetition yet absolutely entertaining. I don't know why. But ok.

I worked yesterday demoing razors. Worst day ever. It was the longest 6 hours of my life. I cant wait to do food again in two weeks.

That is all. I don't know why i wrote. I need to sleep. i can't move any more. ga