Bop til you Drop

Religion is so difficult. At least, to converse civilly about it with one another. What I believe compared to what you believe may be completely different, yet it might be similar in ways as well. Please, try to explain to me the taste of salt. Or water. Can you do it? And if you can, guarrantee it will be entirely diverse. And arguing over the matter will come to no conclusion. I guess i have just been struggling explaining my views lately and its rough when its a friend, who is completly new to it.

So this is the last week of summer. Time doesnt stop. I suppose i could say my break has been nice. I have experienced some things. Some fun. Some not so fun. Life changing even. Two weeks ago i hated the sound of school. Now i am completly excited. Well, not exactly for school, however i have really easy classes this year, but to finish. To be the top crop. And to graduate on June First.

Today i saw two friends for the last time for a while. I cant believe they will be gone. Off to the big school in Utah. And yesterday was official that two other friends are transferring to Hanford. And Sarah will be gone for half the school day, and we have zero classes. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO? Why would i try to make new friends my senior year? I have learned that is probably not the smartest. Especially if they are fraud!

So i think i have something for children. Like a connection. Is that the weirdest thing to hear or what. I just love the kids i nanny, and i will have a new family during the school year as well. Just every time i see a baby or small cute child i have an urge to go to them. Ha. I sounds silly. I love it.

My thoughts have just been all over and i have no clue how to sort them or explain them. Call me an insane girl.

This year will be fun.

Truth or Dare

Truth or Dare. Naturally, a game played most frequently played amongst many parties by kids, teens and young adults. Game quality, probably not so great, especially when the game will end up like, when you lick a spit ball, and french kiss the guy you like with out any questions asked afterward. Or, just silly things like that. I try not to play to extremes, it is just so silly, so i would say truth. However, isn't life just this? A game of Truth or Dare? Without the choice? I was pondering this thought and it just kept growing; because, Yes. We are constantly asked questions we may or may not want to answer, but it might be the key to something of great importance. And by "dare", it will probably not be that literal, but we all will take chances. We MUST take chances, my goodness, so many people waste away their lives, wishing upon what they could have done, or what would have happened. Come on people? Brave it. Go against the world and dare something. And not only take chances, and risk being shut down, but take chances for those things, and people you care about. Being put down builds character. And like they always so, 'you'll never know, til you try' eh?

So today is Wednesday. We all know what this means. Well i do; i go home in 5 days. Dang. I kinda don't want to say goodbye. I don't want to leave. It has been so much fun to be away and with so many people i love. So i will try to make even more memories and fun times while i am here. And then when i get home, the count down will be for thanksgiving. All the friends started school today, so now we only have afternoons, and this weekend. Adventure Time.

Today i woke up at 12. And my grandma asked if i wanted to go shopping. Oh how i love vacation and not worrying about anything. It is really, really nice. Going back to school will be hard. Especially with everyone leaving. To college. To other highschools. To work. To other countries. Its life. And sometimes it is so dang hard.

I love complementing people. Actually strangers. I love talking to strangers. It makes me happy and feels good. I love being insane. I love getting complements. I love people.

Also while i have been in AZ i have been listening to all my old music. Yes it is pop. But i love it. Like all my backstreet boys, N'SYNC, 98 Degrees, Sugar Ray, Celin Dion..and much more. Oh yeah its my life right now.

So one more thing. Maybe it is just me. Or even just a girl thing. But probably not all. So is it weird that i feel totally comfortable around guys? Like all guys. I think that when i am with most girls, besides my ladies, that i just feel i am up for a competition or something which is so sooo dumb. But, with guys they either like you or don't. Most of the time, they are not fake. I don't really know how to add to that. It is just what i have realized, like at home and here.

That is That........

Weekend Update

Well, i made it to the heat. And it is quite for sure THE HEAT. When it is hot in the tri, it is nice, and then you can go swimming, and still step outside. But down here in Mesa, its hooot. Like the air conditioning has to be blasting plus all the fans in the house. And then i walk outside, and its like every last bit of energy i had is sucked out. But also, i can say the pool is really nice. And its just there for whenever. And i never thought i would, but we even jumped in the hot tub one night. It was crazy, because at 10:00 it is still like 90 degrees. I am just excited to come back down here in November when it will actually be delicious weather. I must say however, the shopping is way fabulous. There are way too many malls, but the two that i love just have everything you can imagine. Maybe it is just the girl in me, for the love of shopping, but oh well. I like guys with a nice taste.

So i went to the Mesa Science Museum. I remember going when i was younger, and it was awesome, so i thought it would be fun. And it was. There is so much that is hands on, and all different exhibits, yet they are famous for the dinosaur part. There are so many dino replica's an then a bunch of bones, and even this whole scenery that has a cool flash flood every so often. Just call me a child. I loved it.

Then last night i went to Captain America. It was cheesy. But, for being a Super Hero movie, it was way legit. Graphics- Nice. Originality- Fine. Chris Evans- Babe. Loved it.

And i cant wait for everyone to leave to college. It will be the best worst thing.

That is That...