Is it too much to ask?

All I want is a solid group of friends. Is that too much too ask for?

Or maybe I am just supposed to be with the family at this time.

The way I live now is completely different than before.

I used to be out of the house whenever I had the chance.

Now I don't even flinch at the opportunity of being able to party.

It is great when I come home to little crazy boys.

Who are ecstatic to see me when I get off work.

To a warm friendly environment.

I do not like to play poker; so I won't.

I do not like to watch garbage movies; so I don't.

And I do not want to be out until 3 in the morning having, what someone people call, "fun".

I can't.

So.

I am going to wait for school to find some real wholesome kids.

This way, I get to come home and play with the boys.

And listen to this song on replay:

(Sorry I don't know how to upload the clear, recorded MP3..but he is amazing..a local Idaho kid)

I guess that is all for now..

I have a ton on my mind but that will come soon.