I hope you Dance

Do you ever feel like EVERYONE is staring at you? Not just looking or glimpsing. But actually STARING. There is a difference. Its not like i feel insecure, and sometimes it is fine, but I would just like to know what they are thinking and if something is wrong with the sight they are seeing. Can you just tell me what you are thinking please? I love to tell others what i think, and i know you all apreciate it. I guess that is the other thing though. SO many people do feel "insecure" or just not comfortable with themselves so they keep it all inside. I try to show my real self as much as i can. Because WHO CARES? Sure you may be judged but really? We're not getting married! We don't have to be with that random person for eternity. If we live like everyone is watching our every move, then we are unable to have any breathing space. If you like me then great. If you don't like me, or what i do. Aweosme. I am just going to keep doing exactly that however and whenever i feel. We see SO many different people each day, and do you really think all of them are going to remeber you and be like "Oh there was this weirdo girl, i hate her, she is not normal, i have to GET her". Yeah. So by Not letting our selves be the peacock we know we are, we are cut off from what we enjoy and what we really want to fufill. So Sarah and I have THE BEST of times, becasue we can choose to NOT CARE. Yesterday we went to the park for lunch and when we were there we danced and Sarah.......well she BARKED at cars. Yes, she pretended that she was a dog. HA. I thought it was quite amusing, and many of the cars that passed by juts saw and laughed, and even one cars that was at the red light, rolled down their sons window and he was just laughing and so was the dad. By letting ourselves go, we are able to have fun, and most likely MAKE many others' days. Then Tanner, was like "Okay i can no longer associate with you". He was joking, ofcourse, but also he would do as much as even dance. What fun is that? I really just want an answer. Why consider what others will think, unless you REALLY want to impress someone, but (like getting a lady/guy) They are going to like you for YOU. Not if you go around singing and hula hooping in Wal-mart. It makes life so much easier and I love living as if the day is my last. I am not going to get any more PREACHY, because i am not going to lie to you. I find my self judging WAY too quickly. But then again. WHY? Do I know who they are? No. Do i know what they are going through? No. So let them do whatever. Better for them , i say. With this i hope you never lose you sense of wonder. You get your fill to eat. But Always keep that hunger. May you never take one single breath for granted. God forbid love ever leave you empy handed. I hope you still feel small when you stand by the ocean. Whenever one door closes i hope one door opens. Promise me you'll give Faith a fighting chance. And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance. I HOPE YOU DANCE. I woke up singing this song, I Hope You Dance by Lee Ann Womack. Loves. It really applies to anything we do, but i just looove to DANCE. Because why don't we just dance? ~Josh Turner~

So in school: In language arts we are reading The Crucible. I am sorry, maybe I would enjoy it more if...YEAH i cant think of a reason. Plus, I have an extremely hard time staying awake because my Circadium rythem kicks in. And i am SO tired. Especially since this is a play, so only some of us get parts. So, Mr. Porter, you are my FAVORITE teacher (and i am excited to go to the Cody Simpson concert with you) but when I dont have a part, plan on me having a small snooze. Everyday i have a part its AWESOME. Today i actually asked for one so i could stay awake. Apparently it didnt work, because i fell strait into slumber. Probably because my part was at the very end, and so Rachael woke me up when i was supposed to start talking. Saved by the bell. I feel cool.
Then in Psychology, we are watching The Power of One. This movie i will HIGHLY recomend. It is really well done, and an absolutely great message. But i just dont like how SAD it is. I cringe just thinking about it, and then thinking that this and WORSE is happening in our world today.
5 Great Facts
*Reese. Is my new favorite person.
*I am going to a Cadaver Lab up in Pulman, with Sarah, on Saturday
*I love meeting random people and becoming special frineds
*Chocolate Milk. Is love. And replaces Guys.
*Everyone hates Mr. Bussman, and says he is slobbery. I love him.
*Avery has been gone for 8 months!..or should i say Avery has 16 months left! Where has the time gone? I looove that boy, miss him, proud of him, grateful for his wonderful companions, and cant wait til we can jam and have photoshoots again. :)

I am going to Rexburg for part of Spring Break. I am so excited to see the fam, and check out the BYU campus!

I love the Lord, and i am so greatful for his constant reminders and love. I know he watches out for me every moment and is always helping me with my trials. I feel blessed for SO much, especially my friends. They are beyond great.

You are love. And loved. Know that ALWAYS.

"When one door is closed, don't you know that many more are opened?" ~Bob Marley.

JUST DANCE