Real Cute

Monday, I went to the Doctor, yes. Again. And found out that I have not only extreme Anemia, but a Border-Line Diabetes, meaning if I don't change my eating habits; I will become diabetic. In my next future years. I do tend to eat a lot of carbs, yet that is probably what keeps me "plump", for how tall I am. I need to start eating more protein..meat. Well..I need to start eating as a start. Because when I do eat, its like a bird. I feel like my world is crashing, and this is just an 1/8 of what seems to be all my problems. Am I complaining? No..I can't. That is what I can write in my pitty journal, and push behind me. So you might want to read something interesting

Ladies you ever encounter those boys who "Subtly" hit on you. Cute? Not so much. A few days ago we were working on our group project and randomly this conversation came about:

Guy 1 "So your mom works at that school?..I don't think I ever saw her..or even heard of her"

Me "Yes ma'am"

Guy 2 "Oooh yeah I never heard of her either..but I bet she is really hot..."

Um can I tell you, things got a bit awkward. Real fast. This is just a casual scene of my 'Guys-subtly-hitting-on-me-daily' moments. So I just brushed it off, but felt, flattered?..maybe just strange.

Those are the situations I try to stay away from. I just always find myself with boys. Wether I like it or not. And even if their just the figmant of my imagination. Past ones, Future ones, Boys tend to be my thing.I love my best friends Tanner and Connor K. They are my favorite boys, besides my brothers of course. And they help so much. They are not afraid to be themselves. And that is what I really love in a guy. It shows me they are brave. And they are so creative. I believe that they are JUST my friends. And I hope they feel that way too, however I love this clip and am not positive ha.I am a teen age girl. I love reminicing. Thinking about my first kisses. Thinking about what could have been. And remembering all my favorite moments with Boys. But I also love fantisizing about the future. Who will HE be?

Here; He will be This:

Just Kidding...(well sorta) Here: