Light Bulb

Parents. Their here for our own good. I know it. They brought us into the world. Taught us what is right. They are great supporters and we are to honor them. Yet still we disobey? Yes. We test. We think WE KNOW what's 'right'. I am saying this from my point of view. Were I have been punished and grounded yet still I take the chance to go against their will. It is difficult to realize that they were once my age. They went through similar situations that I did. However, we AREall human and nothing will be simple. We make these mistakes and learn from them. Maybe not as quickly as we should . You could call me stubborn. Or something like that. I like to be right. Nothing less. Where am I going with this? We need to get to know out parents. I am saying this because I NEED to get to know them. I say this because my mom and I have been on difficult grounds for the past while. It's been rough. And she reminded me that this IS my last year. Before I know it, I’ll be out of the house and only coming back for breaks. This hit me weird. I have found that I have been restricting my time from family. Using the excuses: I have work. I want to be with friends. Yadah yadah. And yes I am a teen. I want to have fun. Party party party. But, besides Sarah, and a few other friends, i can't guarantee to have them for life. With my family. I can. I know to depend on them whenever.

With this, i am going to try harder. Especially with the Holidays on our shoulders. I feel the need to be more loving. More giving. More responsible.

Menfolk. I love being single. Having a bunch of great guy friends is where its at in High School. Getting to know so many different personalities. Traits. That I that.

As of right now; however, i feel like i got stabbed in the stomach and someone is ripping out my insides. So i will get warm. Listen to Coldplay radio, and drool over heels and yummy food on Pinterest. I'm hooked.