Yo..that means Yes

I have learned a lot in the past couple weeks and all of which have helped me with many decisions.. Last weekend I spent in Rexburg with family and visiting BYU-I. Awesome Experience. Great School. I also visited the brand new built this year, high school. Madison High. And with the experience of staying with extended family and seeing all the new and talkeing about the future, we talked about the fact that "Where ever you go; There you are". Meaning we may not be able to choose the enviroment we live in now, or the people whom we are surrounded by, yet we can choose how to live our lives, and who we want to associate with to live life to the fullest. Yet, if we think that by running away from problems we face will make everything better, we just might find out that is definatly not the solution. There are those exceptions such as a bad job, or something that really can not be fixed,but most of the time there are many ways to figure out how to fix the problem. Running away with out mending what might be building up inside is just not the answer, so i want to be sure and have that taken care of before moving along. And if i choose to go in a different direction, I am not thinking that the grass is ALWAYS greener on the other side. It's not. But, with this choice of advancement to a new place can be a chance for personal growth and finding out new things of myself. Also, this is a chance for new parts to shine.ha

I also was retold that the trials we face were put on us because the Lord knows we are strong enough to over come them. So in other words, we have already punched them in the face and we just need to realize that we WILL get through them. We are strong. And with that, our minds our STRONG. They are quite literally the most powerful drug there is. We have the ability to do almost whatever we believe. We all know it as, Placebo Effect. I mean how are we even to know that any real pills work? There is that general idea because of certain symptoms they clear, but I know in many cases, it is just the mind healing the body. I love that. And this has been proven all too much through out my life. And if you know at all about Mark Twain who was born on the day Halleys Commet showed, he believed and had the goal to live to see it again, and through all the pain and struggle he lived through, he believed and waited to see her, and the next time she showed, was the day he passed. Our minds are wonderful. We CAN do whatever we set our hearts to.

Okay, so over all I can say my Spring break was pretty nice. It was spent well with many events although I didnt see all those whom I wished. Besides Rexburg, I did get to go skiing with my mom on a most beautiful day up at Bluewood. I had never been there before and was shocked at how small it was when I arrived, but the slopes we great and there was so much powder that day, and not too mention awesome snow, AND sunshine! It really was a great day. And with the oh so beautiful weather i was able to be outside so much.

I love my friends. So then I think that is one of the only cons with the decision on my soldiers. Where would I be with out them right now? I always feel like they don't care about me, so why should I try to make plans and hang with them? But they are my venting machines and some of the greatest people ever. How can I let go of them? Ga. But there are so many pros to the other side. I just have to remember that the Lord knows all and he will help me choose best.

I just. Don't. Know. Probably my answer right now to anything you will ask me.

Richland Prom is soon. ? I KNOW who I am going with? Weird?

That is that.

I wish there was more.